“Before a dream is realized, the Soul of the World tests everything that was learned along the way. It does this not because it is evil, but so that we can, in addition to realizing our dreams, master the lessons we’ve learned as we’ve moved toward that dream.”
There, said the Alchemist. There is the reason why we are fucking stressed and confused all the time and depressed and evil to the world those other darker days. The frickin’ omniscient Soul of the World is making us suffer just so it can be sure that we deserve the things we want.
BBUUUUUUUUUUUTt: Do we even know what we want? Ha. I think that beat the chicken-egg question.
I think I do now. Know, I mean. I’ve made several decisions that I pray I’ll have the courage and perseverance (versus my lazy ass and my ego) to stick to. I’m trying to not be so lazy-daisy anymore. I’ve been that way for nearly a year now, come on. I haveta move my ass.